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[19 Oct 2003|12:11am] |
So today I went to my friends house and his younger sister is so hot. Haha. I am going to be going over there quite a while now. Anyways, today was alright. I went to a concert at Skrappys. Localpalooza Part 2. Lucky Nostalgia was there...as well as The Broken Half (Who I am a new fan of). Anyways.,...Rach, I hope you start to feel better. Please take my offer on the massage, it will be worth it, I promise.
Anyways...that is about it. Got two new CDs...Every Time I Die and Coheed and Cambria. Get those CD's...very good.
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[19 Oct 2003|12:09am] |
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So today I went to my friends house and his younger sister is so hot. Haha. I am going to be going over there quite a while now. Anyways, today was alright. I went to a concert at Skrappys. Localpalooza Part 2. Lucky Nostalgia was there...as well as The Broken Half (Who I am a new fan of). Anyways.,...Rach, I hope you start to feel better. Please take my offer on the massage, it will be worth it, I promise.
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[14 Oct 2003|09:00am] |
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Today has been great so far. Just getting ready for graduation, gowns and crap. Still have to wait till May, which sucks real bad. I was looking around the internet and found that one of my other favorite bands, Copeland, is coming to Tucson. I know the lead singer, Aaron Marsh, we will most likely go out to eat and the band sleep at my house afterwards. That would be dope. They are coming to Skrappys on November 26th with The Early November, and Count The Stars. Rach is definitely going to that concert with me. =) Anyways....that is all that is going on right now. I can't wait to get home and relax....crap, I've got to study for this test. Bye!
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| Survey.... |
[13 Oct 2003|06:14pm] |
Name: Ryan Collins
Favorite Color: Black
Favorite Music: Hardcore/Emo/Punk
Favorite Hobby: Playing my drums
Favorite Food: Anything that is tasty
Favorite Band(s): Noise Ratchet (Ultimate favorite), Benton Falls, Taking Back Sunday, Alexisonfire, Thursday, The Agony Scene (Hence the Lines of Suicide), Atreyu, beloved, From Autumn to Ashes, Glassjaw, Cursive, The Faint, The Postal Service, The Blood Brothers, Bright Eyes, The Cure, David Crowder Band, The Mars Volta, Coheed and Cambria, Sigur Ros, Dashboard Confessional, Matchbook Romance, Project 86, Ben Harper, Armor for Sleep, Story of the Year, Further Seems Forever, Brand New, Mae, and finally....Cambridge (Other Ultimate Favroite Band).
Favorite Soda: Sprite
Church I attend: Victory Assembly of God
Location before Tucson: Chicago, Illinois
Location I desire in 10 years: California or East Coast (By Virginia or something, Boston...around there).
What I do when I am bored: Write songs or Play the drums
Friends: Lynn, Lauren, Kate, Becka, Emily, Nick, Erik, Corey, Tom, Rach (;-) )
Favorite Restaurant: PF Changs
My Dream: To play in a band that is signed and tour with Noise Ratchet. Yessssss....that is the best wet dream ever.
If you have anything else I should answer.....tell me. I need more questions...LATER!
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[13 Oct 2003|05:35pm] |
So yes, today was a great day. I saw that my exgirlfriend got in trouble and it kind of mad me happy. I hope she never comes back to the school. Anyways, today was a slow day, not much to write about. I look around me and all my friends are so happy with their girlfriend. I was miserable with mine. I've noticed that when you are in a relationship with someone, if it was meant to be there will be minimal problems. The person should make you feel better about yourself when you are around them, and as if something is missing when you are away from them. I have never had that. I have always been cheated on, lied to, or just played for a fool. I am tired of finding these girls that won't respect my morals and won't let the relationship work. I want a serious relationship, but how can it be serious without a seriously comitted female, a mature one. I have yet to find the girl but hopefully, God willing, that one girl will come to my life and make me smile. And forever I will be changed on the thoughts of actually being able to fall in love, truly. So, until then, ponder on that. Hah. I promise I will have more to write about next time. Maybe tonight I will do a survey type thingy. If you want to make one for me, please do so. That way you can get to know me better. Anyways....
Good Riddance,
Ryan
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[13 Oct 2003|08:29am] |
Last night I had a great night. I had the best sleep I ever experienced in my entire life, besides the night where I cleaned my room of all this Satanic stuff. I was only getting about 3 hours of cumulated sleep a night, and that sucks. So I prayed and I actually prayed, not some, "God do this for me, God do that for me." Prayer is a two way conversation, he is your best friend, it should be a conversation you would have with your dearest friend. For me it would be like this, "Hey big guy...what's up." Anyways, that is besides the fact. I actually prayed and prayed and I had the best sleep ever. I love this new me. I have never been so proud of myself.
Shout out to Rach: You rule. I love that you are now wanting to get on the right path. It's an awesome feeling once you get there. I am always here for you to give advice like you helped me out the other night. I am always here and care for your well-being, have a great day.
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| Changing Times |
[12 Oct 2003|01:15am] |
I've been struggling lately, with emotional and physical issues. I didn't know what was going on. I picked up this CD call Illuminate, the artist is David Crowder. He is a Christian singer and his music just grabbed a hold of my heart. I didn't know what happened, I was immediately captivated by his voice. Something about what he sings just catches your attention and can't help but receive and use for your good. I've been evaluating my life and have noticed that the life which I thought I was happy with, isn't anything to be proud of. A former Satanist and coke addict, what is so cheerful about that? I am starting in that downward spiral and if I continue it will just be an incessant process which I won't be able to escape. So I rechecked my life and came to the conclusion that there is soemthing more than just this normal world. There is supernatural existence. There is a God, there has to be. So much evidence directs towards Christianity and so many other religions bite off of this religion. I rededicated my life to God and I felt this happiness I never felt before, a peace that I could never explain or experience with anything else. My troubles are gone, everything is going great. I have never been happier with my life, I finally made a good decision.
Music of the day: David Crowder
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